Heathrow - Terminal 4

I think I’d be lying if I wasn’t a little nervous, and I don’t know if I’m being brave or stupid.

It’s funny, you carry so much doubt around with you, despite knowing you’re more than capable of achieving great things. All it takes is the courage to say yes to them; to allow yourself to be open to new experiences, places and ideas.

Today I find myself saying yes to an experience that I’ve dreamt about for a long time, and I am grateful that I have the opportunity to realise it. The last backpacking I did was in 2015, and the month in Morocco back then was truly life changing… I hope that my time in Thailand will be as well.

Mostly though I am just going with an open heart, filled with gratitude that I get to spend this time doing something for myself, even if I’m terrified, and in reality quite unprepared.

I know that I do thrive well under pressure, and at the very least it will be a great test to see what I’m truly capable of.

Finding the courage to do something new is scary, and I’m so proud of you for all those decisions you make each day.

11th December 2022